Watched a tv show about an autistic guy.
Over the top but it hit too close to home.
I'm fucked in the head. Spend my time calling myself differently wired. Maybe. Maybe not.
Oh my wife. I appreciated you I really did. But I never understood just how amazing you were. You kept them all at bay while showing me love.
Its all fucked up.
My body is stuffed. My brain is wired wrong. My career is in tatters.
My only close physical friend is an autistic woman who yells at me when I get depressed.
I feel like I have walked off a ledge and I'm falling. I can't see what's at the bottom. Will it be soft, or spikes. Right now I'm hoping for a swift end.
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