Labels can be good

 

People often talk about how putting a label on trauma or mental health issues is damaging. People don’t talk about how positive it can be. A couple of weeks ago I discovered that one of my issues has a name, it’s a thing, it has… A label. And it didn’t make me feel bad. It made me know I was not alone, it allowed me to say to myself “it’s ok, others have this too”. I meant I could look it up and see it was a thing. Theres no “cure” but that’s ok. I don’t need one.
Just. I am not alone, it’s not just me. This label was liberating.

Honesty

 

We hadn’t been together long. My wife cooked dinner, and the potatoes were a little burned. I told her they were fine. She had anosmia so she has very little sense of taste. But she detected something. “They are burned aren’t they”? She had me fixed with one of her looks. “Yeah, they are a bit” I admitted. She looked at me, a bit mad “Then why did you keep eating them”? “Well, you put that effort into cooking them and I didn’t want you to feel bad” I tried to explain. “I never want you to put up with it again, because that’s dishonest. I want us to always be honest in this relationship, always.”

And that is why I always told her if the food wasn’t right. Because she wanted honesty above all else, in everything.

Lying

 I was in my 40's before I found out most men lie about their prowess in bed. 

Women are missing out

 

There is sex and there’s fucking a moist hole. Someone said that to me 30 years ago and I never forgot it. I have been lucky enough to have had some very open conversations with women over the years, I guess if they know I am safe and don’t judge they can open up. I’m so glad I was able to have those conversations. I learned a lot. I hope they did too. It’s surprising how many women have only experienced the latter. They have missed out on a whole new world. I am on a couple of singles pages in New Zealand and anytime I post something that even hints at sex the women get mad, the hate gets piled on. I find it sad. They don’t see or understand the depths of intimacy they are missing. We have bodies that are capable of such highs from sex and so many people are clueless as to what they are missing.