My wish

My wish is not for fame, it's not to be recognized as furthering humanity or leaving a lasting legacy.

It used to be but not now. Not anymore.

My wish is to live a quiet nothing life. I want to be comfortable. I don't need the lastest car, I don't need a mansion. I just want to live a quiet life away from stress.

It seems that is not to be :(

Fear of Death.

All these people desperate to live. Why? Do you all fear death? From the Christians to the Atheists and all in between. Fascinating that you do when you consider that the atheists think that when you die, then nothing. The Christians think they will have eternal salvation in heaven. So why the need to live for as long as you can.

I have made peace with my death. 7 years, when my daughter is old enough to no longer need me. My body is deteriorating, the pain is creeping in a lot more now. I'll be in a wheelchair eventually, its coming.
She is the last promise I need to fulfil and then I can go.

I am not fearing death, I welcome and embrace it. A final rest.