Hurts

Having to watch while a woman gets sucked in by a narcissistic asshole. All I can do is hope she gets it soon and be there when it turns to crap. Not her fault. She's just looking for love in the wrong places. It's all she's known.

Hurts.

Had a friend telling me she opened up to someone who told her that all the bad stuff was her fault because she allowed it to happen. Yeah she said to me. I let my father climb on top because it was better than the beating that's so bad it breaks your skin.

Hurts too.

I want a nice long hug. No one here for that. Only the dog and he doesn't really like them. Not the same as a human anyways.

More hurt.

Today just hurts.