Monday will mark 4 years since my wife died. It's hitting me hard today. I wish I didn't have to face those times alone. Then I feel guilt over wanting someone else. I know it's not the case, and I keep telling myself she's dead and not coming back. But It's hard, feels a bit like I'm cheating on her.
Sometimes I am ok with being alone, I'm not entirely sure I am relationship material anymore, maybe I am too broken now. A few attempts have not gone well.
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