10 months

Well, 10 months and 2 days to be precise, since I lost my wife.

I just want company. I want someone special to hold, to love. To cherish. I want some one to care about, and someone who cares about me.

I want to go to bed at night and hug someone close before I drift off to sleep. I want to wake up in the morning and have someone there in bed with me.

I want to sit in a park and eat sausages on a warm sunny evening. I want to go to art galleries and museums and even antique stores.

I want to walk on the beach, and up mountains.

I want someone to hold me when it gets dark and show me there's light.