Erattic

Looking at my posts. They are.... erratic.

Shit going on. Stuff I don't even feel safe talking about on here.

Life is confusing right now. Can't talk about it to anyone. I'm sober more often than I like. But I'm so depressed at the moment. All it seems to do is make the depression worse.

Now I'm sick. Wish there was someone to help. There isn't never was. Even my wife used to yell at me when I was sick. Asked my daughter to help. Just a bit because I was having trouble cooking dinner. She got mad. Wish there was more empathy from her.