Blood

When my wife's tumor fungated we found ourselves dealing with a lot of blood. It would bleed at inopportune moments, not that there is a good time to bleed. After she died it took months to get all the blood out of the house. Parts of the bathroom I actually had to remove before it was gone.
When I come under too much stress I start to bleed out of my nose. It's been a couple of years since I had a bad one. But tonight it really opened up. It took some time in the bathroom waiting for it to stop. Then I had to clean it up. Half of the clean up was automatic. I have cleaned up so much blood. But it took me back to some dark times.
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This time I'm doing it alone.

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