My Blood pressure has gone way up with all the stress. Hitting over 200/114. I can't get it down.
My body has gone into full CFS crash.
All the GPs want to do is give me pills that will make me worse.
And I can barely work.
I finally built up a small buffer of money.
Now its going to go.
And I'm screwed again.
I'm exhausted.
I don't want to live anymore.
But I have to for my daughter.
People guilting me over staying for her.
I know I have to.
But I dont want to live.
Back has really fucked out too. Compression fractures in my spine.
Pain is shit. Tiring too.
Not allowed to stop. Have to work, push, push, push
As I die.
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