bad weekend

It has been a harsh weekend. I'm so down. I gave up on Saturday. Just let it happen. I tried so hard on Sunday. Tried to turn myself around. Then one snippy comment from someone and it all crashed right back down.

Been talking to someone. But. I don't think it's happening. She talks to me in small amounts but. Meh. Pity. She seemed good. She has 2 daughters. That would have been a squeeze. I don't know any more. Need to go back to my plan. Stay alive until my daughter is old enough. Make no other plans. So alone. Just one special person. Please?

Or kill me. I'm cool either way. Just make sure Sophia is looked after.