feeling deeply

It costs me so much to feel like this. Every little thing from touch to sound to emotion is amplified. I cannot wear certain types of clothing because I cannot tolerate it's feel. I cannot go to a rock concert, the sound would push me to breaking point. Some foods are too much. 

When I love, I love too hard. I want to make you happy, I want to make you feel loved. Because when I get that back. I feel that too. So much I feel it, it's the best thing in the world. But when I get hurt. There is too much pain. 

One day I hope to find a gentle person one who will enjoy my kindness and caring. And simply be kind back.