I know why they sent her to me.
I know why they said I was the only one who could fix her.
I am. That's not ego. I wish it was. I am because I have been slammed down over and over again.
But don't they understand? Yes I can take it. But it still hurts.
She pushes me, hurts me. Pulls me in and then shoves me away. It's not her fault. She has been hurt and had her trust broken by pretty much everyone. So now if she gets close she has to push them. Hurt them so they leave. Perpetuating the cycle.
So, she hurts me. A lot of the time I don't think she even knows she's doing it. She cuts so deep some days.
I shall patiently wait. She's getting better. I can see changes. Slowly, slowly.
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