Haven't even felt like posting on here lately.
Today was one hell of a day.
Woman over the road lost her husband to cancer on Saturday. She came over to let me know and broke down. I had trouble holding it together myself.
Dead bird on kitchen floor. Blood and feathers. Fucking cats.
Guy I have been helping with cancer has decided to give up. His choice, but still sucks.
The pie I got for lunch fell apart when I tried to eat it. Gave up and chucked it out the window. Burnt my fingers and got pie on my jacket.
Had to go to Dr today. I think I may have cancer in my spine. Now I have to go to the hospital where they killed my wife for tests. Just the thought of it is triggering my PTSD.
Fuck the world.
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