I want someone to hold.
My not girlfriend is busy with a project, I was going to take the day off tomorrow and visit but she's made it clear she's busy working on her project and she has friends coming.
She told me really late afternoon was possibly ok but I knew she didn't want me there.
Maybe briefly on Saturday as she passes through she thinks.
I'm sick, my body is also causing me a lot of pain. I thought of my daughter sleeping in her bed. Reminded myself that was why I was staying alive.
Pity. Tonight feels like a good night to die.
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