Down

My body hates me. I have rheumatoid arthritis. I live in pain and slowly it's getting worse. I have other medical issues that causes more pain.

I can't work full time. I'm not bringing in enough money.

I'm depressed.

I'm lonely so much.

I'm a nice person. I'm one of the good guys. So why do so many shitty things happen to me?

Can I leave now? I want to. But I have to look after my daughter.

2am. I better sleep.